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Sometimes seeing your face on a picture ain’t enough. Makes me want to caress your face....

Mon, 08 Apr 2013 07:46:47 -0700

Sometimes seeing your face on a picture ain’t enough. Makes me want to caress your face. Really.

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Sat, 06 Apr 2013 12:05:55 -0700

2:57 A. M. April 7, 2013.

Sat, 06 Apr 2013 11:57:00 -0700

English lang para ma-express ng maayos somehow. Okay? Make things easy for your lives guys. If it’s something that may offend you really bad, ignore it! If it’s something that struck you from the heart, might as well, do some live actions. Please, be man enough to talk about the things inside you. Talk to ‘em somehow. Jeezz, this is something. I never intend to offend people the public way. No really, something’s really wrong. Something’s going on. I don’t know. The line says ‘bato bato sa langit, ang tamaan ay wag magagalit’. Again, I never intend to offend people. I knew just now that I have offended you somehow. But then again, it has never been my intention. IT HAS NEVER BEEN MY INTENTION. ‘It takes a man and a woman, seems legit’. Really? You got offended there? It’s just now I realized. Sorry for that. But don’t get me wrong okay? I watched the movie ‘It takes a man and a woman’ a while ago. Please don’t be mad. I watched the movie a while ago. Alone. So please, stop talking about anything which really matters to me. I just posted it when I arrived home. I loved the movie. Then some people related to you were texting me something about this. Well, sorry about that. Got shocked though. It’s just then I knew. I thought they’re talking about my post ‘your face when someone you hate is talking’. That’s why I freaked out, why’re they texting me like this. And to note, all things talked came out personal. Those things you said, hit me badly. Really. Now, with all due respects, sorry about those things. If I had offended you somehow. But I want to remind you it wasn’t my intention at all. React kindly. But now I personally think, something’s going on between you two. There is always that thought in me.’Pero ngayon hinahayaan ko na nga kayo e. Hayaan niyo na rin ako. Kung nung kami nga, hinayaan ko kayo e’. That movie made me think how TRUSTWORTHY am I, are you and are they. I don’t want to talk about more things here, am not spitting out things that happened long time ago here online. But really, ‘nawalan lang ako ng tiwala sayo. Sobra-sobra tiwala ko sa inyo non, pero wala. Kaya ako ganito.’ Me myself, ‘sa galaw mo palang towards me, naiinis na ako. Attitude mo’ Seriously. Am not being nice here actually ‘may attitude ako na di maganda, obviously. Pansin niyo naman’. Hope this cleared things out for you. I want to hear from you too. If you will.

Hindi maayos ang problema kung hindi paguusapan.

Sat, 06 Apr 2013 11:21:03 -0700

kimpoyfeliciano:

Diba? Tama naman. Hindi naman talaga maayos ang problema kung laging puro bahala na, ok na yun, hayaan mo na. Kung gusto nyo maayos ang problema, pagusapan nyo. Aminin nyo kung sino ang nagkamali, wag kayo magturuan. Walang mangyayari kung magpapataasan lang kayo ng pride. Matuto rin mag-sorry kung alam mong mali ka. At matutong tumanggap ng sorry kung alam mo naman na sincere yung tao sa pagtanggap ng pagkakamali nya. Magbigayan kayo. Wala namang mawawala.. Pinapaliit nyo lang yung mundo nyo.

"You may lose the people you love, you may lose the things you have, but no matter what happens, never lose yourself."

Sat, 06 Apr 2013 11:16:50 -0700

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Fri, 05 Apr 2013 09:43:59 -0700

Happy Birthday Jho! <3

Sat, 23 Mar 2013 10:43:39 -0700

These words you’re about to read may sound a bit corny pero I want you to know that these came from my heart and I know they’re true. [believe it or not. :D]

Una sa lahat, thankful ako kay God to have SOMEONE LIKE YOU sa buhay na ‘to. Nilagyan mo ng lasa ang mundo ko and maybe YOU DON’T KNOW YOU’RE BEAUTIFUL. Though I don’t own you or anything, though I wish I still do. Grateful and LUCKY ako na I had the chance to experience Jhoana in my life.Yung THE RIGHT ONE,ONLY ONE, ONLY HOPE ko at ang MY IDEA OF HEAVEN.

Maybe the ANGELS BROUGHT ME HERE sa tabi mo to learn some lessons in life. Gabi-gabi man tayong nasa INSOMNIA state,and I am A LITTLE TOO NOT OVER YOU. I appreciate those days na ine-effortan mo ang lahat para sa atin lalo na madali akong matouch like nung birthday ko kasi least expected na kita non then suddenly I felt important pa rin sayo that time. As in sobra, am actually goin teary-eyed that time. I appreciate din kung gaano ka kaconcerned sa akin towards sa family mo for us to go NOTHING’s GONNA STOP US NOW at kahit na nararamdaman kong galit na silang lahat sa akin, and sorry na nabigo kita sa lahat ng expectations mo.

Naniniwala pa rin ako sa POWER OF TWO pero ngayong may buhay na rin tayong pinili, We’ve both learned our lessons na. Hindi ko pinagsisisihan ang lahat ng mga nangyari sa atin. SOMEDAY WE’LL KNOW kung ano ba dapat ang para sa atin, yung makabubuti sa atin. You’ve been a great friend, bestfriend, GIRLFRIEND being a part of the PERFECT TWO and nanay sa akin, kahit sobrang tigas ng ulo ko all-through out THE PAST.

Be happy with your life lalo na 18 years young ka na ngayon at dalaga ka na. May sariling buhay ka na at alam na alam ko namang masaya ka. INGAT KA! ONE LAST CRY mo na yung huli kong nakitang umiyak ka sa harapan ko huh? No matter what. If ever things go wrong at hindi mo na alam ang tatakbuhan mo, nandito lang ako lagi sa TABI mo na available na available sayo, COUNT ON ME. I’ll be waiting in the near future na you don’t have to worry about your subjects na sobra kang pinapahirapan. Gusto kong marinig sayo minsan kung ano ang feeling ng maging successful pharmacist, kasi you’ve been doing a great job there sa school. Really Good Good Job. For us, good things happen BETTER IN TIME. Alam na natin siguro by now, kung saan tayo nagiging mas masaya. Aside from our family, we’ve seen the people who can make us happy. If ever nakita mo na ang taong yon, paniguradong masaya rin yon kapag kasama ka. :)

Sana wag pumatak ang LUHA sa ating mga mata ha while reading this. at sorry din kung wala na akong YAKAP na maibibigay sayo sa BEAUTIFUL GOODBYEs natin. And this picture was us. It’s some picture of you and me together. It’s not the best pictures we had pero yan ang mga LARAWAN na alam kong hindi kukupas. Some pictures you just can’t buy anywhere else. Minahal kita Jho. I still do. I always do. Ikaw pa rin ang nasa puso ko. Kaya ito para sayo. IF EVER YOU’RE IN MY ARMS AGAIN, darating sana ang oras na yon kung saan kaya ko ng harapin lahat, yung oras na tama na lahat ng mga mali sa atin.

Happy Birthday Jho! Happy 18th! And kung wala man ako sa birthday party mo, I am hoping na hanapin mo pa rin ako. Huehuehuehue. Pero if not, I will make myself present somehow na lang. Hindi mo rin ako pinilit e. There. Pagpasensyahan mo na ako kung nakukulit pala kita the past days. That time I knew na di na ako magpapapilit pa. HAHAHA! Never mo rin naman akong kinulit. Kaya ON BENDED KNEES,SORRY NA. Hope you had fun reading it. I just want you to smile with the thoughts and sa mga kanta. :) Namimiss na kita. Miss na miss na kita.

-Ang nagsabi ng

SA’YO LAMANG at IKAW LAMANG,

Mark Jed.

Finals!

Fri, 15 Mar 2013 13:49:29 -0700

Darn it! I ain’t getting enough sleep! My bed needs me! Seriously! Aaaaaaaaaargh!

Jho.

Wed, 06 Mar 2013 08:03:22 -0800

Kasi hanggang ngayon, mahal pa rin kita. Kahit ganito pa ang nagiging sitwasyon natin.

"I want my heart to stop breaking. Sana pag naging tayo na ulit, kaya na kitang mahalin ng buong buo,..."

Mon, 25 Feb 2013 07:32:07 -0800

“I want my heart to stop breaking. Sana pag naging tayo na ulit, kaya na kitang mahalin ng buong buo, na walang halong takot kung masaktan man tayo ulit.”

- Popoy in One More Chance. (via jankamil)

prinsipemo: “Sana kaya kong tiisin yung sakit na nararamdaman ko, kasi ako yung humiling nito diba,...

Mon, 25 Feb 2013 07:30:29 -0800

prinsipemo:

“Sana kaya kong tiisin yung sakit na nararamdaman ko, kasi ako yung humiling nito diba, ako yung may gusto. Sana kaya kong sabihin sayo na masaya ako para sayo, para sa inyo. Sana kaya ko, sana kayo ko.. pero hinde eh.”

― Basha, One More Chance

rocknroseous: Basha: I’m sorry. I’m sorry.Popoy: No. I am...

Mon, 25 Feb 2013 07:29:43 -0800

rocknroseous:

Basha: I’m sorry. I’m sorry.
Popoy: No. I am sorry. I’m sorry for not saying sorry before nung nasaktan kita. Nung kasing magkahiwalay tayo, ang inisip ko sarili ko lang, yung nararamdaman ko lang, yung gusto ko lang. I’m sorry Bash naging madamot ako. Hindi ko inintindi na kailangan mo ring hanapin yung Bashang nawala nung minahal mo ko.
Basha: Yung Bashang mahal ka pa rin.
Popoy: Hindi mo alam kung gano ko kagustong sabihin sayo na, sana tayo na lang, sana tayo na lang ulit. Pero sa tuwing mararamdaman ko kung gano kita kamahal, hindi ko maiwasang maramdaman ulit lahat ng sakit. And I’m sorry.
Basha: Anong dapat kong gawin?
Popoy: Ako na to e, Bash. Ako naman ang may kailangan ng panahon ngayon. Para makalimutan ko na lahat ng sakit. Para maalala ko ang lahat ng maganda at mabuti satin. Para bumalik yung Popoy na nawala nung nagkahiwalay tayo. I want my heart to stop breaking, Bash. Para pag naging tayo ulit, kaya na kitang mahalin nang buong-buo— nang walang halong takot kung masaktan man tayong muli.

Lahat na lang, ayaw mo. How it hurts? Manhid na. Manhid na sa sakit. Happy Hearts Day! Shabu pa!

Thu, 14 Feb 2013 06:48:01 -0800

Lahat na lang, ayaw mo. How it hurts? Manhid na. Manhid na sa sakit. Happy Hearts Day! Shabu pa!

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Tue, 29 Jan 2013 05:49:07 -0800

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Tue, 29 Jan 2013 05:49:02 -0800

makemestfu: Relatable Post?

Sun, 30 Sep 2012 08:51:06 -0700

makemestfu:

Relatable Post?

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Sun, 30 Sep 2012 08:22:18 -0700

"This is Bullshit."

Thu, 27 Sep 2012 03:40:17 -0700

“This is Bullshit.”

That showed how SHITTY my life could be.

Sun, 23 Sep 2012 06:37:57 -0700

That showed how SHITTY my life could be.